HeartBreak Diaries 1/?

I wrote this when I was in...wait, should I tell? Whatever. I just want to share something I wrote when I was young (freaking teenagers) and after digging my archives, I found this *laughing*

Oh and ah, excuse the title. I couldn’t think more other than the obvious.

Note: None—except if you’re a kid below fifteen. Besides, what’re kids doing here anyway? Hello 18 above!

Whew! Finally!

Finally I found a program to cross-post my blogs. Yahoo!

Sheesh...

Punyemas na site toh ba't ba nakakaligtaan ko i-update grrrrrrrrr....



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Thoughts...

I was cleaning my friendster account and saw another so-called poetry of mine from my blog---eww cheesy!

Friendster Blog. February 9, 2008

On this starlight stroll in the park
loves mystic hand touched our soul
breathless whispers in the dark
our hearts touched, we were whole
trembling lips part with desire
fevered kisses fuel love’s fire
eyes aglow with passions light
with looks of love, we ignite
Oh, in what a wondrous space
love clings it’s sweet embrace
so short this time, we both know,
we were only friends a moment ago…

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About my next story: Vincent

Okay, here goes...This brain of mine doesn’t give a shit for those screaming teenage girls and girls-alike when they thought about vampires do fall in love but I’m telling you, they did freak me out! The obsession and the idea of this peculiar devotion—of which mostly passed when you reached the age of twenty, empowered the great population made me so pissed I want to gag their mouths with my own fist just to shut them up from speaking the protagonist names over and over again as if was possessed and ended up naming their dog after the movie.

Oh for crying out loud. Grow up!

However I’m not here to judge and I do apologize for my part. I’m just telling common sense is not an option, that’s all.

Anyhow I’m here to introduce my next work and yeah I know, what a preamble way to start, huh? Please spare me *pleading*

Vincent the Vampire is my next story, and let me warn you though that this is not a typical—what's that word? —fluffly stuff most avid fans around the world used to follow. This is not about teenagers with cheesy moments and love—well, I can fix that. It's my own work anyway. The story’s all about survival, damnation, salvation, awakening and such, with porn on the side...or not *grinning* full of angst and not-for-kids parody or whatever you call these days. I'm having a difficult phase right now but I am dealing with it—by smacking my own forehead till my brain comes out of my ear just to finish this and I hope you’ll like it. If yes then thank you. If not...then go away LOL.

Oh and by the way, if you thought this story of mine has the resemblance to Anne Rice's work, then think again. As much as possible I want to...you know, create my own thing. I’m setting myself away as much as possible from any books, television shows, movies—oh for fuck's sake, especially that! —which can debunk my idea of the world of the undead, so that I can do my own shit. 

The only resemblance or characteristic of my main character was like the old-age tales of Vampires except the following: crucifixes are full of bull; they can be killed lightly as any human; no impaling of stick—of which I find it very ridiculous even now; the coffins and the no reflections-thingy that were so infamous back then—is out of a question now, and aside from being a narcissist, they can be bitchy at times of needs and has the power equivalent of at least...uhm...five men. The best way to describe my protagonist/antagonist, aside from being a fierce killer, is that 'they are afraid of sunlight, they are night creatures, and they are alone'. And yes, I believe Vampires have not, for so ever been, fall in love. Duh. Hello? No heart. But can be possessive like crazy.

Well, that's it. Enjoy reading. Reviews needed. 

Click here.

Grrrr...

Few more days to go and boom—vacation! Not for me, though *sigh* One client of mine is kinda giddy. No. Too soft. Make that stupid--grrrr...Had I told him I have a reservation, of which I’ve been dying to go somewhere but my cubicle? YES! I've beat my ass to finish the design he requested a week ago--only for him to left it at the HK airport! Now I have to do it all over again! 

Vacations sucks. They suck. Work sucks. And the worst part, my writing started to go suck too!

Anyway before I commit homicide and kill everyone in sight, I decided to stop using the net for a while to finish my job. And that includes my emails, blog, twitter, FB and LJ's. In-between working hours—while being a mommy—I’ll peruse the notes and reviews few of my new friends had given me yesterday so that I can work on my fanfic. Woopeedoo!

Be back in a week or two.

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There are things people will never learn---DROP the ego shit...

Craig Ferguson Sid The Cussing Rabbit 43 2011 04 13

There are things people will never learn---DROP the ego shit...