Sometimes when you think that life is too short, you better think again.
Someone will read this, then sasabihin nila... "seryoso ang lola!". Well, we have to sometimes. My daugther is ill, not that serious pero I'm a mother and even the slightest pain that my family encounters, nahihirapan ako. Ganun pala ang feeling when your getting into a stage na kailangan ka ng magbago. There are things that must left behind. Well, I never enjoyed my junior life well some of it pero majority yung laging bad trip, kaya ngayon ko palang nakikita ang lahat ng hindi ko napagdaanan.
I also feel pain, not emotionally but physically. All of my friends said na "Ano ba,galing ka bang Q.I.? Bakit ang payat mo?"... how the should I know?!... 'wag kayong magtaka kung pumapayat ako... you will be surprised kapag tumaba ako!
There's so many things that I cannot do na, like climbing stairs, I always catched my breath kapag umaakyat ako ng overpass. I can't stand alone for a few minutes, my legs were getting numb already. I do smoke... a lot. I know na ang sasabihin mo... TIGILAN MO NA YAN!! I'm trying, it's like guarding a apple pie to a fat kid. I do feel the depression, so many failures and I'm strugling alone.
