Hidden

I thought that my life was complete,

Until one of you came.

It was long time ago,

I waited so long for you to come,

And I was so young back then,

Imagining what has begun

And hoping never come to an end.

But one day came,

It was my scariest moment.

You left me alone, with no reason.

I was devastated,

Incomplete in some ways.

I suffered, as long as you can imagine.

I was young, but my heart grows old.

I cried, like a river,

Begging you to come back.

And no one replied.

Few years passed by,

Finally, I let go the mem'ries.

I was in myself again,

I put back what's left of me

And set myself free.

Another one came,

Finally, my prayers had been answered.

Yes, we've been together,

I thought it was happily ever after

But I was wrong,

Few changes had been made,

Mistakenly in love

Nothing more to hate.

I unleashed my creations,

I created a monster out of a man.

I accept the fact that I was a loner,

I can't find what I was looking for.

I give myself another chance,

I let my life flow to the fullest

And set aside what was done,

It was inconceivable.

I've got to let go.

He came, it was a surprised,

He's all I've got

To see what this world Am I living.

But it was I who made the biggest mistake.

He suffered more pain than me,

Until, I made a choice.

I look back to what I've done.

People seems to like it,

So am I.

I was at rest, hibernating.

I focused to one thing...Myself.

I'm back...well...again,

I feel free, I can't hold back everything,

The one must let go, I give up.

Like I said, "Let them be"

If someone will come...he will come.

Well, I don't have to pray,

It is enough for me to answer what I wish for.

I met another one,

He seems different,

He let me fight to what I believe in,

and escape the hazardous urban life.

The pain of the past freezes in front of me.

"You don't have to thaw it"...

How wonderful it would be, if he's the one...

The one that will save me.

But then again... The sword that my prince owned

Was the one who killed me.

Those where the days of my fairytale ends...

The prince mounted his horse and run away.

I said to myself that's it, I had to stop,

I can't bare myself anymore...

I'm so tired and helpless,

I can't even move...

I can't even speak...

I can't even close my eyes and cry...

Dated April 6, 2005

O...eto pa isa

I'm sitting here, wondering if you're thinking of me,
Wondering if you ever dream of me,
Wanting to be with you,
To feel you, to hear you,
To be with you when you need me,
To show you my love,
Letting you know owe my thoughts
And my heart.
Wanting to show you my love,
Thinking about how I love you
And how you mean so much to me,
Wishing I'd be next to you.

As time passes by and the dark of the night
Shows no sign of light,
I pause for a while to think about the future.
How much I want to be with you every second.
I look at the moon and your have come alive
Tears fall from my eye.
A tear of happiness.
And then...a smile appeared onto my face.

How something so small, so simple, sprung a word
Full of happiness...
A word only true lovers can feel.
Love, that's the word.
Only people who's in love, like us,
Knows that true meaning.

We know how Love feels and what it truly means
Deep in our hearts, we see through each others eyes.

I want you to know, these are words that
come straight from my heart .

Dated August 30, 2005

HAHAH...

I saw my own work, it was been hidden in three years and damn I made myself laugh when I read it again. It was dated August 30, 2005. 2005! Wow! I never knew I was sooo cheesy that time.


And here it goes...


All of my life,
I have longed for someone like you,
So warm and tender,
with a love so true.


You light up my life
with each passing day,
Now that I have found you,
I will never let you get away.


Your smile, and the warmth of your heart.
The great inner kind you possess,
That what won me over,
and did from the very start.


As I sit here and think of you,
the memories of how we met
are ever so strong.
You came into my life
at a time I felt so alone.


All of my life I've longed
for someone who would love me,
for who I am and nothing more.
You captured my mind and soul,
so you, my love, you are the key
to my heart's door.


Each day we are together,
is another day in paradise.
Knowing I've finally
found someone to love me,
surely does feel so nice.


No more lonely days and nights,
for they are gone forever, never to come again.
Since you came into my life,
I have so much love
to give you from within.


And even after then...
the memory of love we have for each other
will speak to us for all eternity.
And another page of love
will be written in history.


As days go by let's you and I
keep this love we have between us alive.
As the hair on our heads grows gray,
we will look back at these precious memories of
love with a smile.


There will be no one who
can take this love away from us.
Because in each other,
we will forever put our trust.


All my life I have dreamed
of a love so true and pure, like yours.
Now that I have found you,
throughout all eternity this
love of ours will always endure.


I know we're only humans
and are prone to make mistakes.
All of our mistakes, we will work through,
for true love is our fate.

INCOGNITO: My Story To Tell

INCOGNITO: My Story To Tell

Mind the wordings...

Yes, I am no longer hold a grudge...believe me. You can condemn me from what I did, I don't blame you. But hear this, upon the present and past, I became the helper and bearer of all ill-natured marks. I am without your judgement, and though you thought I'm still at ease, I don't care about your banter anymore... you can go fu*k yourselves for all I care!

Have another idea...ish

I'm working--or rather thinking--of another story titled Memento Thirteen (or trese or 13 or...whatever suits the title). And this, and forgive me, is a love story--starcross lovers somesort. I may post down the preamble in few days...so, yeah, watch for it.