BLUEPOWDER: 2005

Friday, April 1, 2005

I made a sudden move,

A sudden mistake.

I was down, no one to turn to,

I was young, yet full of adventure.

I thought It was right,

To make my own way.

My way of exploring,

My way of believing,

My way of deceiving.

All lies emerged,

The truth hides underneath.

I cried to let myself survive,

And then my ignorance tolerated me.

No one ask me to set myself free,

They never let me be.

I stand alone,

Drifted by the memory.

It was in my dream,

My everyday nightmare.

It hunts me everywhere I go.

I can't recall a thing

That I used to be so happy.

It kills me...

My life wasn't that ordinary,

And maybe it never will be.

Dated April 1, 2005

BLUEPOWDER